Lyrics: namidairo

Kanji
嫌われているような　気がしてた　帰り道
見上げた部屋の灯り
　今　どんな気持ちでいるのだろう?

ケンカになればすぐ謝る
　よわくて　アナタハ　ズルイヒト

*1 なみだいろ　声が聞こえない夜は
困らせてしまうほど　わがままになりたい

*2 だいじょうぶ　そう言ってみたけど
そんなはずないでしょ…

水たまりに映る　哀しい顔　見慣れている
ムリ　言わないつもり　わかってるから
　苦しくなるの

優しくされると泣けてくる
　やっぱり　アナタハ　ズルイヒト

*1, *2 repeat

あなたの前じゃ　嘘つきよ
気づいてほしいと　思っているの
そんなに強いわけじゃないからね　アタシ

涙こぼさない　決めていたのに
困らせてしまうよね?　わがままになれない

だいじょうぶ?　なんてまた訊くけど
そんなはずないでしょ…

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Lyrics and music: YUI
Arrangement, guitar, bass, programming: northa+
Strings: Udai Shika Strings
Vocal, chorus, guitar: YUI
Copyright © Sony Music Records (Japan) Inc. All Rights Reserved.

Romaji

kirawarete iru you na ki ga shiteta kaerimichi
miageta heya no akari
ima donna kimochi de iru no darou?

kenka ni nareba sugu ayamaru
yowakute anata wa zurui hito

*1 namida iro koe ga kikoenai yoru wa
komarasete shimau hodo wagamama ni naritai

*2 daijoubu sou itte mita kedo
sonna hazu nai desho…

mizutamari ni utsuru kanashii kao minarete iru
muri iwanai tsumori wakatteru kara
kurushiku naru no

yasashiku sareru to nakete kuru
yappari anata wa zurui hito

*1, *2 repeat

anata no mae ja usotsuki yo
kidzuite hoshii to omotte iru no
sonna ni tsuyoi wake ja nai kara ne atashi

namida kobosanai kimete ita noni
komarasete shimau yo ne? wagamama ni narenai

daijoubu? nante mata kiku kedo
sonna hazu nai desho…

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Lyrics and music: YUI
Arrangement, guitar, bass, programming: northa+
Strings: Udai Shika Strings
Vocal, chorus, guitar: YUI
Copyright © Sony Music Records (Japan) Inc. All Rights Reserved.

English
Getting a feeling that I’m being disliked
on the way home
Looking up at the brightness of the room
I wonder what kind of feelings I’m experiencing now

When we get into a fight I apologise immediately
I’m weak, and you are such a sly person

During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to become wilful even if it means being a nuisance
Tried to say I’m alright but
That’s not possible isn’t it

I’m accustomed to seeing my sorrowful face
reflected in the puddle
Because I’m fully aware of my intention not to say
that I give up/in… I become hurt

Whenever I’m treated gently by you I will feel like
crying, you’re really such a sly person afterall

During nights when my tear-stained voice cannot be heard
I want to become wilful even if it means being a nuisance
Tried to say I’m alright but
That’s not possible isn’t it

In front of you I’m such a liar you know
Kept thinking “I hope that you would realise this”
Because I’m not in the least that strong at all

Despite already deciding not to allow my tears to fall
I’m troubling you ain’t I? I just can’t be wilful

Once again I asked myself if I was alright but
That’s not possible isn’t it